I love all of you and so if I'm comfortable with anyone on the internet hearing a smidgin of woes from me it is you guys
WoW sucks ass right now. I have logged on a total of about 1 hour in the last week. I don't want to raid, I don't want to PvP, I don't want to level or do anything. Even the Holiday stuff bored me after a little bit, I didn't get a little helper like last year.
I have surgery on Jan 3rd on my right eye. They're going to physically go into my eyeball and remove the blood and scar tissue that is blocking my vision. I'm trying not to be scared by thinking of my future as a pirate!! ARRR!
My dog is sick. I don't know what's wrong with him but I'm going to stay home instead of going to Nashville with Chad and keep an eye on him. I'm staying up late tonight so that I sleep well since I slept so poorly last night. I'm very tired but I want to sleep well to get up refreshed and spend a day cuddling with my dog and playing FF12 as long as he doesn't get sicker until Tuesday morning when I will take him promptly to the vet.
All that aside, I miss you all so very much, and I hope that somehow we can stay in touch. I really hope we all end up in WAR someday and can play together again.
To be very honest, I have NEVER had as much fun in an MMO as I had in DAoC with you all. You set the standard and nothing has met it so far. Maybe it's because I haven't met any other Aussies that weren't total assholes, and that jaded me to everyone but VT Aussies, but that's besides the point. I miss the fun we all had.
I guess we're all getting older and past the point where video games fit into our lives easily. Chad and I don't even have kids and we're finding it harder to play these days. For me it's school but for him it's his new job which takes a lot of time but is well worth it and he loves it.
Please take care of yourselves and your loved ones. Kiss all your babies for me.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3
/hugs and kisses to all, and merry christmas